Broken

Today I feel so lost 

I think I'm really broken 

my feelings are all over the places 

And this  heart really hurts.

My mind is freaking out

My thoughts are  racing so bad 

Like they never want to stop

My brain, is ready to explode 

I'm sorry, I say  I want to love you

But it seems that 

the only thing I do is hurt you 

Every day more and more

Maybe I need to stop...

And  just really give up

Even if by doing so ,

I may die...

I'm sorry I don't know 

how to properly ,love you

 how to really  express 

What this whole me 

Really feels for you

I'm so sorry, I'm so stupid 

That I seem to always fuck up...

I'm sorry....

I'm sorry to be this broken...

I'm sorry I hurt you

without even realizing it

I wish I can take all back

I wish I wasn't real

Sometimes... sometimes

I really wish I didn't exist 

Anymore...