Today I feel so lost
I think I\'m really broken
my feelings are all over the places
And this heart really hurts.
My mind is freaking out
My thoughts are racing so bad
Like they never want to stop
My brain, is ready to explode
I\'m sorry, I say I want to love you
But it seems that
the only thing I do is hurt you
Every day more and more
Maybe I need to stop...
And just really give up
Even if by doing so ,
I may die...
I\'m sorry I don\'t know
how to properly ,love you
how to really express
What this whole me
Really feels for you
I\'m so sorry, I\'m so stupid
That I seem to always fuck up...
I\'m sorry....
I\'m sorry to be this broken...
I\'m sorry I hurt you
without even realizing it
I wish I can take all back
I wish I wasn\'t real
Sometimes... sometimes
I really wish I didn\'t exist
Anymore...