Blue days

Blue days

Sometimes, there are days when I wake up, 

And I feel just blue...

I feel just empty 

And my heart just wants to cry.

I feel so unlovable 

Like maybe I'm just too much ,

too many feelings..

But at the same time

I feel like I'm not enough. 

Sorry for acting so childish ,

Immature and maybe pathetic. 

But on those blue days of mine.

My soul really hurts 

And just want to sleep 

and wash the day away.

And maybe not  even wake up at all. 

I'm sorry if I worried you too much and maybe made you rethink the choice of loving me at all.

But I'm so happy that you're in my life and still with all my insecurities you still choose to stay..

That you still love me the same or even more on those really blue days..

When I can't really love myself ...