Blue days
Sometimes, there are days when I wake up,
And I feel just blue...
I feel just empty
And my heart just wants to cry.
I feel so unlovable
Like maybe I\'m just too much ,
too many feelings..
But at the same time
I feel like I\'m not enough.
Sorry for acting so childish ,
Immature and maybe pathetic.
But on those blue days of mine.
My soul really hurts
And just want to sleep
and wash the day away.
And maybe not even wake up at all.
I\'m sorry if I worried you too much and maybe made you rethink the choice of loving me at all.
But I\'m so happy that you\'re in my life and still with all my insecurities you still choose to stay..
That you still love me the same or even more on those really blue days..
When I can\'t really love myself ...