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Sanarte No Es Como Dicen

 

 

Sanarte no es como dicen,

no es que identificas el problema

e inmediatamente te sientes libre.

 

Sanarte es como bañarte en lodo,

es estrujarte la piel y salir más sucio,

es sumergirte en un rio de agua dulce

y emergir con el orgullo - salino y triste.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

Sanarte no es como dicen,

no es aliviarte con dejar de mirar tus cicatrices,

sanarte es como gangrenar del alma

batallando con los demonios que moran en tu mente,

mientras ellos con vil señorío en tu ente … danzan felizmente.

 

Sanarte no es como dicen,

no te fortaleces con solo nombrar tus dudas,

no se recupera tu alma coreándole mil mantras al Buda,

no deja de ser negro lo oscuro porque llegue la luz del día.

 

Sanarte es un proceso de bruscamente lavarte las heridas;

comienzas, dejas y otra vez retomas el almidonarte con prisa,

Sanarte es soñar mientras tu imaginación juega a la ofensiva,

es encontrar letras imaginarias para poetizar tus desdichas.

 

Sanarte no es como dicen,

es un proceso de curvas infelices,

con líneas que no tienen final o apertura,

es estar en medio de una balacera y no tener cubierta.

Sanarte se viste de diferentes telas

a veces suaves, a veces pesan, a veces te irrita la tela.

 

Sanarte no es como dicen,

A veces cuando llegas al fondo del túnel la luz se ha ido,

A veces te enfermas más buscando la cura,

Dicen que sin sufrimiento no hay sanación,

Dicen que sin el odio no se encuentra el perdón,

Dicen que no hay sanación sin resistencia,

Dicen que solo el turbado sabe de paciencia,

Dicen que solo te sanas cuando liberas al tiempo…

 

LeydisProse 
10/18/2019
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