Nefty Jimenez

Amid The Thoughts Of A Confused Soul

By: Neftali Jimenez CR Richport Music/BMI International 2012

 

Is this confusion or it is just an illusion you’ve imprinted on me?

It feels so weird; it is just a mere of deserving, then again so real.

Could it be desertion? Perhaps that should not be the question!

Deserted I have felt since the inception of this never-ending story;

Perhaps misleading glory of having met you.

 

A procession parades through my brain, producing pain;

all is in vane; nothing could mitigate this confusion.

This absurd feeling; yet believing that it provides harmony,

when at your convenience, caresses my soul taking advantage of my agony.

 

In an attempt to excuse the inexcusable;

looking for an acceptable reason to misbehavior,

I let uncertainty, tears and broken promises pass by inadvertently,

Amid the thoughts of a confused soul, abducted in captivity.